In the midst of it all, here I am, coming back with a vengeance. Vengeance is a word for me that signifies thirst and, in this case, it’s really not to do harm to anyone. While the world is burning slowly and after much time, turbulence, and chaos, I feel whole again. I know many of you will wonder why one can feel complete during isolation, restrictions, downturns, and everything happening at this time, but truth it, in chaos I shine best. As you can see, I have always felt trapped in my life but not in my mind. To me, freedom was in my mind. Now that the whole world has went to shit because of the pandemic, I am yet trapped in my life, but free in my mind while others are frantically running their minds in panic and chaos. Nothing has changed for me, at least for what matters. I have defied the rules, I have lived a life like it was my only one, and I have kept focus on what is that I intend to do. Some things have become different, but in every change lies opportunities yet to be discovered. While the whole world is focusing on what is wrong, I am focusing on what I can still do and what I can potentially do since these changes. The world is a beautiful place, and its tune can change from time to time, but life itself has proven to be resilient to change. Everything could burn down one day, but life will go on, nevertheless. So just as life, I am simply continuing to exist, and my life will go on, nevertheless. If I ever see the end of the light, I will not look behind as I will focus on what is front. Society has managed to lock down travelling, moving, and living in total freedom. Our ways have been changed and now, people are evaluating only now if it was all worth it. While many believe that yes, a small portion has considered these measures to be harmful rather than good. Arguments can be made for both sides; however, it does not matter to the mind. I can sit in an empty room and yet see everything I desire in front of me. My eyes are only a portal to the outside world, but inside, one can be anywhere he desires to be. In the midst of this chaos, I feel like a flower blooming for the first time as this has provided me with the comfort of not caring anymore. This reality has pushed me to look within and to be free as I desire to be, and for that, I thank life. It’s not easy making sense of this all, but we can always find a way to adapt, and live. Reason needs not to be, as life is what it is, regardless of what is happening. It does not change definition, nor does it see to exist, it just adapts and continues its way. In the last 2 years, I have lived the impossible, defied rules and laws of nature, and importantly, I have succeeded in creating a miracle. I know it may seem hard to adapt and to do things now that so much change has happened, but nothing is impossible, just requires tweaking and adapting. It all becomes possible if one believes in it. I’m a blissful soul, and I have yet to crack as I cracked a few times in my life, but for now, I have planted deep roots to my vision, and I keep focusing on my bigger picture. There are always challenges and there will always be a need for miracles and life, and in these moments, it becomes even more important to keep pushing forward as many will need a push to be free. Even in the people close to me, I have seen chaos and fear, and yet, when I was close to my time, I rested my soul just enough to see the light in front of me. Fear is a symptom of an empty life. A life full of things does not have place for fear as fear cannot coexist with ambitions and love. In the midst of it all, I come back with a vengeance, ready to give you the spectacle of a lifetime, packed in a few words between a million others. I hope you find your fire too, and together; we can fight the battles ahead and come out free.

A million lives for a million others after, I shall be what I was, what I am and whom I desire to be.

Love,

Me.